“The way you think should be organized and clear.” It’s far from that…
I feel guilty about how disorganized my mind is. Truth is I shouldn’t.
untidy …..
Why do I indulge in the fantasy of someone else’s lifestyle?
Why is it that in my relationships I am loved but, don’t know what that feels/looks like?
Why is it that when I wake up every morning, I discredit myself before even starting my day?
Why is it I seek validation from people I don’t even give AF about?
Why is it I inspect all my flaws and tear myself down?
Why do I feel guilty for not being as productive as others portray themselves to be online? Why do I need to show off, impress, compare, or show how much “better” I am than you ……
Why do I feel like the clock is ticking, I feel I should have so much accomplished !?
tidy…
Your story is still being written …
Heal those inner child wounds, and accept the love that is right in front of you…
Look in the mirror, tell yourself you are more than enough, give yourself the credit you deserve…!
Value the opinions of those who actually matter in your life…
Choose self-love over self-hate always…
How authentic you are makes you unique in this generation…
Slow down. Stop comparing your journey to others who haven’t lived the life you carry ……..
This post is here to describe what an “untidy” thought looks like for me, meaning a messy one, the ones I can’t seem to understand. Underneath my “untidy” thoughts, I have my “tidy” thoughts, the neat ones, the ones I can understand, these are the thoughts that make sense to me.
Isn’t it ironic I answered my untidy thoughts with a tidy one…
It’s been challenging for me to walk with my head high and have a positive outlook on life lately. It’s been months and nothing has changed within me. I’ve collapsed many times, but this time is different. It seems more complicated to get back up. I know the destination but can’t find how to get there. My mind has been super cluttered lately. It is time to declutter, I am sick of letting my untidy thoughts rule me!
To a lovely reading, your mind can often steer you the wrong way, especially in this generation but you are the solution to your “untidy” thoughts. Clean up your mind, let go of your “untidy” thoughts, and run with the “tidy” ones…
you have the answers.
xoxo.