Sometimes, I swear I feel being a woman is so hard! In my heart, I know the beauty of it all & I love it! There are moments in womanhood I can not wait for! As women we are meant to show selfless love, be as pure as can be, and move with grace and dignity!
As women, we must remain sweet, soft, supportive, affectionate, and understanding,
It’s incredible how we shall remain soft even after feeling neglected. How we should still tell our loved ones we love them daily while trying to remember how to love ourselves. The weight on my shoulders of them not knowing how much I love them before it is too late.
I’ve had this feeling of neglect for a while now. I guess you can say I’m the “black sheep”. I can often come off emotionally intense because of this. The feeling of being misunderstood or not being heard is frustrating. The anger built up inside of me, from unresolved situations that hadn’t left my mind. Many unanswered questions that I have to just forget about. It leaves me with many unhealthy relationships/friendships. I am trying to make amends with myself. Not only for those around me but, for me. This feeling of emotional hurt won’t go away.
I’m stuck feeling mentally &emotionally damaged. I hate this feeling but, it is like I am forced to accept it.
I am on a journey to learn about the beauty of acceptance. I have been owning my emotional needs, because I feel no shame in wanting to be loved and supported by friends& family. With acceptance, comes forgiveness. I want to forgive, I don’t want a heart filled with hate. I desire to be kind, inspirational, forgiving, genuine, loving, and understanding!
To a lovely reading, Sit down. Feel everything you need to feel! Allow it! Acknowledge your feelings& emotions. Accept them. Renew the right spirits within you.
Galatians 5:22-23
“But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, and self-control. Against such things, there is no law.”
I am ready to receive a clean heart. I am ready to let go of all this hate…
